Held by the Grace of God
I had an incredible feeling today. This morning before work, I was entering a deep stretch in meditation and a thought came to my minds eye like a beam of information “Ohhh..” I gasped out loud. My hand covering my mouth in realization. Ive now entered a temple within the kingdom of Heaven. And that temple is me. The body, is thy temple. I dropped to my hands and knees. My face to floor And wept I saw myself travel inwards, many many chambers and layers yet all those layers were one. The rings of a tree. Everything blended together. No time. No space. Swirling energies. Caves and echos of color and light reflecting translucent rainbows. Vivid imagery. In that moment I felt God’s touch and knew he. was. with me. Huddled there on the floor, tears wetting the carpet underneath my face, I feel the comfort of his embrace. I, feel, him. Tears rush out faster. I felt him crying with me. Complete empathy. Pure love. Because I finally understood. He is everything. God is what holds us together. He feels what we feel, sees what we see. Our pain is His pain. Our joy is his joy. He is with us. In and around us. He wants us to exalt us. He yearns for us to come back. We are his children. Always and forever. I felt that love today. It’s all real. Everything is real. GOD IS REAL. Thank you God for holding me together. I love you and I know you love me. I feel that. I know it breaks your heart to take her from me but I know she’s safely by your side, within my heart, forever and ever. Tears stream down my face now as I write this.. Liquid love. I love you. Thank you for being a part of this journey. We are all healing on some level together and I sincerely appreciate your support, I appreciate you visiting my site and taking the time to read this, from the bottom of my heart, to those of you that have held me in your minds eye, to those who’ve kept me in your thoughts or prayers, to those that have reached out, to those who I’ve met or talked to, to those who I haven’t met yet, I hold you all in my thoughts and prayers and I wish you all peace love and grace. Love.